Submissive Heartbeat

  In your sweet control, I find my purpose like it's new, A secret flame burning, though few may know. I keep it hidden, a silent place, Fearing that revealing it could damage who most believe I am. To you, my soul's desire I sent, Your grace received, in my path forward you set. Your promise kept, now my story’s no longer hushed, For all to hear, I’m forever in your debt. No longer confined to words meant for one, But spoken openly, I stand against the tide. The mask I wore for others is gone, In this true submission, I make my stand. In a place so rare, let the gossip flow, For in this bond, my soul finds its place in your hands.

As most of us do in this lifestyle, we live much of it inward-facing. We have our vanilla lives that the great majority see and know, saving these special places for very few. Today that changed for me, and I am glad that it did. I have a work colleague of many years. Because of the type of business we are in, our work group often travels together, and we "live" more closely with them as we move around the world. She and I have always been close because our jobs are intertwined and we rely on each other to complete our work. She is "small but mighty" (sounds like someone else I dedicate my world to?), and I would call her a powerful woman. A force in our tribe and one of the clear leaders next to me at work. As I mentioned, we have always been close, but in a familial way, not as attracted to each other. She is married and happy in her relationship and I think I am a safe outlet for her in a crazy world. I have wanted to tell her for months about my Mistress and the...